Monday, December 2, 2013

The Search Continues

I apologize for my absence, but it is very difficult to post from a jail cell, and that's where I've been. My blood runs cold imagining all the horrible things that could have happened to my little girl while I was fighting for my freedom, but I've secured my freedom and am back on the road looking for my Nina.
I broke in to the hotel manager's office to find the security tapes only a day after I last posted. I was careless enough that I was seen, and while I pored through the tapes frantically searching for Nina's kidnapper, police were called, and I was arrested before I could view the footage I needed to see.
Since any footage there might have been is now permanently beyond my reach, I am without any leads or any hope of finding any. Continuing on as I have been is impractical, since I don't want to attract further police attention, so I'm reduced to wandering the area I covered with her in the vain hope of finding some clue.
I suppose I should feel lucky that I managed to get the charges against me dismissed at all, but at this point I'm not any more useful free than I would be in a cell. I just don't know what to do next. The guilt of losing her is all I can think of anymore, and every child I see just reminds me of her. Even when I go to sleep I see the hurt, terrified eyes of my little girl begging me for help


  1. Lily, have you reported Nina missing yet?

    In the short term, try and survive jail. In the long term, it seems like you've done all you can. As callous as it sounds, you might want to leave it in more capable hands and try to move on.

    1. I'm not in jail, I got the charges against me dismissed. I can't report her missing without her legal name, which I never got.

    2. Then give her description to the police and ask them to keep an eye out, or see if her description matches any other missing childrens'.

  2. I was really hoping you had given up this.

  3. I was hoping that maybe you would have beaten the odds and moved on! Teach me to have a Romantic view on events...

  4. YOU'Re ALIVE! If you need me, LET ME KNOW.