That's not your fault, dear.
She died with me not having spoken to her for months. She probably thought I didn't care about her after all.
Given Picasso's incredibly short attention span, I would honestly be surprised if she remembered you at all. No offense.
Shhhh.... shes ABOUT to start saying my eulogy. I want to HEAR all about how GREAT I was.
You aren't scum. If you pick up where you left off, you still have a chance. None of what's happened has been your fault. Trust me, you aren't scum, I know what that looks like.